A new beggining?
Well, first i gotta apologize for not updating my blog.. Erm, well, actually i've forgotten haha, and oso, quite a few things DID happen in the meantime..First, my dad came to see me and family, and i'm really happy about it :D (partly becos he brought the most expensive mooncakes from guangzhou lol)
Second, i'm still as depressed as any could ever possibly get, but i might finally haf found the key- the key tat would open the door tat's trapping me inside this box.. therefore, these days i've been trying to figure out how to open the door with this "key" i tot i've found. however, sadly, just recently i found out tat actually i already got the real key long ago, and this key i found is not a key at all. So from now on i'll try to figure out the way to open the door by myself, so i can attain freedom..
Third, i've been having a similar dream since a week ago.. i dunno how to describe, but it's a gal with moderate hair length, always seems to be 10 m from me, but i can never reach her. everytime i see her, she seems to want me to go near her, however, i just can't proceed, no matter how much strength i use, like sum typical dream. Although she appears to be naked, her face is a source of bright light, making it impossible for me to see her real appearance.. Well, it's not sumthing dirty, so dun think twisted k.
So tat about all.. i hope to be able to bring back my old self, my old feelings, such as fear, etc etc, or else i won't even haf the heart to find a galfren lol.. kkz hopefully i can put my next post soon, which is me being released from the eternal hellhole..
posted by -=Punisher=- @ 11:32 p.m.
4 Comments:
aiyo... wad hellhole.. dots... ppl juz dunno how lucky they are lo.. :/
and the dream part... dots.. if u dun tink y y then everyone will start thinking y y even if they din start doing so... lolz..
wad keys? past present? i thot is the AHEM u told me about?
mummy, this thing too complicated to be put into words.. maybe next time i can explain further for u ya, but i feel tat i'm beginning to evolve le..
and i know i'm alot more fortunate than alot of others, but fortunate only in the eyes of others, fortunate lies in the mind of the beholder mah.
hey there, i'm depressed too, it's the same anywhere u go, i guess.
Yo! Is this the first time I post something on your blog? It's good that you've found the key to open your box. I managed to find mine few months ago (U noe how much i've changed right?) haha...
Hope that one day, you'll really see that girl in your dream :)
Take care!
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